The Unexpected

(All The Best , AznieAKim ) <3>

Featuring . Mr.Perfectionist .

Hey Fellas ,

Yesterday 16th November 09,

In th morning, went ta school with (insert name) .

Sent Ma Bali Worsheets (:

And met th rest there. Bali's Homies. Ahahahaas .

We're Like A Family Already .

See, The Bali Trip Really Changed Everythang .

It's funny how it seems ta be .

Andandand, I Fell In Love .

With? ( Insert Name) .

Kay, I'm Talking Crap Already.

I'm gonna scrap everythang, And Take it ta th next level .

Back Ta Square One ! (:

We All Planned Ta Watch 2012 Before Some Spice Leave Fo Th KL trip.

So, 11 Peeps Turn Up.

Me,Aznie,Ady,Hakim,Amirul,Adlie,Afiq,Ismail,Raja,Arshad,Erwin .

Went Ta Cathay , Dhouby Ghout.( I hope ma spelling is correct )

It was kinda boring fo me as I'm watching th same film again.

Afiq keep asking me what's gonna happen next.

Ma apology, Couple. Me & Afiq Took Yo Seat . HAHAHAHA :P

After th movie, everyone headed ta the Ladies & Gents .

Cos We All Couldnt stand it any longer.

Ya know what I mean.

The Ladies were crowded, so I wait up in th queue fo th Handicapped'. (Typical Singaporean Fo Th Day, Ahaahs ) (:

I Wanted Ta Boo Th Guys , So I Waited Outside Th Toilet Entrance .

I Heard them talking while they were inside.

So I straightaway boo them when I heard footsteps.

How unlucky can I be, It Was A Stranger.

I blushed & turned Red. I said sorry & th stranger smiled at me.

OMG ! SO embarassing! XP

I swear th guy I boo-ed look so much like Ismael.

The rest laughed at me.

Ahaahs, What A Day.

Blablablablablabla, Went Ta Simpang Bedok Ta Eat.

And Then Went Ta Es Paris.

Overnight There.

P/s : I'm Sorry That I Fell Asleep In Th Middle Of Our Conversation & I'm Sorry That I Didnt Text You Before You Leave Singapore.

Bali ; Fo Th Real Change .

Hey Fellas,
I'm Back From Bali (:
And I watched 2012 Already , hehs .
Totally Sorraye Fo Not Blogging.
I Know It's Been A Long Time.
I Will Update Soon.
I Dont Wish Ta Blog Everythang Right Now Cos All I Could Ever Think About Is Ma Crush .
Too Lazy Ta Type Everythang Here .
But Aint Restless Ta Type Somethang.
AHAAHS ! XD
I Think He Makes Me Happy,
I Know Where I'll Be.
Be by your side cos, You are th one .
Hahahahahahah, I know I'm talking crap here.
I Cant Stop Smiling ,hoho.
Sugardreams!
tctoodledo, (:

P/s: Shawty's Like A Melody In My Head ,
Got Me Singing Like,
Lalala, Everyday.
Hottie, You Really Changed My Life '

~~~~~~~~~~ Ma Crush Is A Total Hottie ! ```````

YourstilImadeyoumine,
Syaeera '

Th Truth Fo Yo.

Dear Numba One Beyonce's Fan ,
I'm Sorry Fo Dissapointing Yo.
I Gotta Question Ta Ask, Why You So Obsessed With Me ?
Wanting Kids Ta Be Having Ma Eyes? That's Way Too Far.
I'm Still Holding On Ta Th Promises That I Made.
And Listen Here .
NO ONE CAN CHANGE ME.
I Repeat, No One. Who Are You Ta Change Ma Decisions ?
Stop Calling Me , Stop Sending Me Long Textes .
I'm Sick Of It , Seriously .
It's Hopeless .
Nothang You Do , Will Change Ma Mind.
Here's To You .



Ma Heart's Beating Fast.
And It's Whispering Somethang Bad To Me.
I Guess I Cant Take This Pressure Any Longer .
I Am Not Suitable For You.
Trust Me, I Aint.
I'm Independent .
I'm Th Kind Of Girl Who Knows How Ta Have Fun,
To Let Ma Future Boyfriend Have His Own Guy's Time.
I'm Not Needy.
Neither Am I Insecure.
Cos When I Trust Someone,
I Put In Complete Trust In Him / Her.
Which Makes Me Feel Secure .
I Think If Ma Position Right Now Is Being Your Gf ,
In Our Situation,
I Think I Would Have Been A Bad Gf.
Cos You Need Someone That Can Favour You All Th Time,
Treat You Like A Baby, And Ta Adore You At All Times.
But Me?
I Am Far Different From All Of Th Above.
I Like Ta Spend Time With Ma Sugars & Spice + Ma Family .
I Put Them On Top Of Th Rest.
Which Includes ,
Putting Them As Ma Top Priority.
And Second Is You.
It's Natural,
Cos They've Been There Fo Me Throughout Th Years,
Even Before I Met You '.
But I Know, In Some Ways, You Dont Really Like It.
Which Makes Me Think Real Deep, How Ta Play Fair.
But Hey,
I Dont Live Ta Please Anyone Right?
And I Would Very Much Appreciate If A Guy Respects Ma Decision.
I Dont Like Ta Be Rushed. And Imma Girl Of Ma Words.
I Do What I Speak. And I Hate Ta Pretend.
I'm Honest & I Speak Th Outmost Truth.
Even When Words Kills.
Lately, Ive Been Down.
Even When I Am Supposed Ta Be Having Fun.
You Drop Ma Happiness Till All I Could Ever Do Is Ta Think,Think & Think.
Dang, I Wanna Live Ma Life To Th Fullest Yo.



xoxo,
Syaeera'

Sugarhunnybunchcrunch ;

Will Update Soon ; Sugar '

Yearning.

Yesterday,
I was doing my art final piece in my room,
When Emma texted me.
From like 1 pm till 1am.
It's sucha long time ta complete one final piece.
Had ta stick da lace,da felt & tha jewels according ta my fashion design.
My theme is 'Masquerade madness'.
& I had ta do a couture design.
But I ended doing a pinkwhitejewels&lace.
Haha,It looks like an Barbie's Dollfit.
Pfmmttt.
Eve's gonna get shocked by my final piece.
Cos it's way different from my concept.
& I gotta do the otha thangs for art too,as
I've prepared my prep work,
but havent complete da whole thang.

~Hiyaak Dush! (:
Still a long way ta go.

Okayoaky,
Back ta Emma.
She asked me for a little text help.
I had no idea what ta type and so,
Suddenly,
I just felt like I have ta express what exactly was on my mind.
I send her this:

If one touch of me,
Could turn everything that I touched to ice,
I would touch the universe except for Me & You.
This Icy cold fingers,
Will take your hand,
Hold it tight,
Feel the blood rushing through your veins.
Skating on the streets,sidewalks,roads,
With only you by my side.
And if that wish were ever ta grant,
I would hereby promise,
That You're the last person I wanna be with,
Before both of us turns cold.

Hope you like it,sista.
*Giggles*
Yours truly,
Syaeera'

Emotions.

You: Giving out love is like a treasure in people's heart. But I know where's the
spot to mark you.& its deep inside your heart.

Trusting each other will take time,I know.
But baby, if there's a will, there's a way.
Syaeera,Are You Ready To Be My Boo?(: and just wanna say that,
From the bottom of my heart, I really love you.

Syaeera Whispers: The moment I read your textes,I know you're true.
But this little heart of mine is whispering something bad to me.



Me: The pain that I've went through,
Can never lit my smile ever again.
Not a smile,a laugh,
The happiness taht I ever went through was untouchable.
And if love is temporary,
Why bother step into it?
For as we know that nothang ever last.
Why put yourself at risk?
When ya know da consequences.
I'll never love again ; Till I find the meaning to it.

Yours truly,
Syaeera'

Him: I want to take that risk,
If you can give the chance to show you how much I love you.
Then if you doesnt want,I'm still
Gonna try my best to win over your heart.

Happy mother's day,honey(:

Mama played a kitty-fight with me,just now.(:
Cos I caught her peeping at my cellphone,
And she act as thought she wanna charge my cellphone.
'You're visible already,mama'.
Haha.
She was embarassed cos I've seen through her white lie.
hehs,
I laughed to da core,
and she catches me as i run around da house.
But in the end,
she got me.
Dang,you got me,honey.

Thank you for bringing me up.
Watching me grow,
My first scribble,
My first time mumbling "mama"
My first cry,
Changing my diapers and milk bottle way back then.
And every single thing you did for me.
The pain you've gone through,just to have me safe.
Telling me bedtime stories everynight to make me sleep,way back then.
Singing me ta sleep.
Stayed with me,when I used to be warded almost everytime in the hospital.(for whatever reasons).
Forgive me for all those pain I've caused you.
I love you,mama.
Yes I Do.



Much love,
Yours Truly,
Syaeera'