I Really Dont Understand '

I Thought You're The Sweetest Shortcake,
The First Sweetest Taste,
I've Ever Tasted .
But I Guess I Was Wrong.
I Should Have Chosen Apple Pie
Rather Then Strawberry Shortcake .
Apple Pie Had Always Been My All Time Favourite,
Since Junior Year.
But I Want A Different Taste,
So I Ordered Strawberry Shortcake Everyday.
It's Sweet, Those Strawberry With Honey,
Damn Sweet, Real Sweet .
But As Days Passes By,
The Strawberry Tasted A Lilttle Sour,
Sweet & Sour .
But Till It Tasted All Sour ,
I Begin To Give It All Away .
I Tried , But I Failed .
Cos Deep Down ,
I Miss Those Strawberry Shortcake .
I Tried To Tell Myself It's Still As Sweet As I First Tasted It,
And Finish It Where It First Started,
But I Cant.
I'm Too Vulnerable .
You Used To Be There,Through It All '
You Used To Kill My Lonely Nights , Girl.


And This Poem Of Mine ,
Is To You ,
Dearest Sister .
I Tried,I Tried So Hard To Pull It Through,
I Tried So Hard To Not Giveaway This Friendship Of Ours.
Cos It Means So Much To Me.
I Really Couldnt Believe ,For What The Truth Is.
I Had Always Wanted Us To Succeed , Together '
But You? Never .
You Had Always Wanted To Bring Me Down,
And Watch Me Fall.
But Why?
Why Are You Doing All This To Me?
Do You Know That I Had No One Else,But Only You,
And That Point Of Time ?
I Had Always Been Your : If No One Else To Go To,Then I'll Go To Syaeera' ,Kinda Girl.
What Do You Take Me For?
But It's Okay,
Cos Deep Down,
I Still Love You,
But I Tends To Hide It.
I Ignored You,
Cos It Hurts So Much.
And Trust Me,
The More I try To Hate You,
To More It Hurts & The More I Cried .
Please, Tell Me Honestly.
What Do You Want From Me?
Ive Given Up Everything,
Even The One I Most Loved'
Why?
Beacuse Of You.
I Always Want To See You Happy,
And Do What Is Right For You.
But Hell , You'd Never Wanna Do The Same Thing.
Now I Lost My Sister, And My Friend '

Just One Thing, I Still Do Love You '


I Miss My Strawberry Shortcake,
Yes I Do.

With Love,
Syaeera'

Because, watching you happy is my greatest joy ' (:

Dear Mr.Zac Efron Y ,
You're The Greatest Gift Of All .
Trust Me , You're My One And Solely'
I Cant Wait For You To Get Back Aite.
All Those Memories Of You And Me,
I Treasure It All,Baby'
You're The Love Of My Life.
I Love You,
And Will Always Do'



Yours Till Your Heart Breaks,
Xoxo
Syaeera'

Dear Bestfriend ; If I Left Him '

Dear Bestie,
I Know You Confessed Ta Me, I really didnt expect you to feel of me that way for me'
I Thought We're Just Friends,But Didnt Expect You To Think More.
I Know You Couldnt Say It Straight Ta My Face,I Know You Know That My Boyfriend's So Fine And That Is Why He's So Mine' Youre The Best Boy-Friend On Earth, Trust Me.
I Know Our Two Years Of friendship Could Mean So Much More To You,
But Hey, I Like Us This Way'. We Can Be Bestfriends Throughout,Even the Very Best Friends.
I Know You Had Never Encountered Rejection. And I Know This Is Not The First Time You Confessed. But You Should Know,Sometimes,It's Better-Off Being Bestfriends.
I Hope You Understand Why'.
I''m Not Accepting Neither Rejecting, I Just Need Sometime To Think.
Many Things Could Happen, If I Left Him'

If I Left Him :
I'm Not Gonna Be As Happy As I Am Right Now ,
The Nights Gonna Have No More Shining Star,
I'm Not Gonna Be As Lucky As To Find Someone Like Him Ever Again,
I Wont Be Counting Stars Again,
I'll Not Get To Feel Alive Again.
You Know Ive Lost Someone So Bad, In The Past, And I Dont Want History To Hits Back Karma Again. You Know How Bad I Suffered & How Long It Took Me To Forget My First Valentine, Or Easier, My "Sexy Love" .
I Hope You Understand ,Bestie.
I Just Need Time.
Let's Let Time Solve This Haunted Love.


Your's Truly,
Syaeera'

I Did You Wrong'

Hey Boyfriend,
I'm sorry.
I really am'
I shoudnt have thought of you that way'
I didnt know what actually happened back then,till I accused you stuffs & craps.
I Truly Regret It'
I know you're a great guy,the one I can rarely find' I should have put in more trust in you.
I really am sorry.I'm feeling guilty right now & my heart doesnt feels right till you forgive me.
I heard about what actually happened aite.
Hey,I want you ta know this: You Have To Stay Strong.I'll Always Be Here Supporting You In Every Way.You Can Have All My Support,Boyfriend.
You Can Do It,Trust Me'
I Love You And I'll Always Do.
You takecare,boyfriend.


With Love,
Syaeera'

❤ Day & Night At The Blackwaters'

Y 16 December 08'
I woke up at 9.30 in the morning,called Iyastar and then went to bathe.
Get ready,wait till papa gets home,then went ta Iya's place & then ta some chinese cuisine'
On my way ta Tuas Checkpoint,I texted bestie all the way till I reached Tuas Checkpoint.
He's the best boy-friend in tha world aite.
I'm so pissed at the immigration officer,that malaysian lady.I wonder if she enjoys sulking faces at people.Like,so whatever.
Papa drove straight to The Blackwaters'
Upon reaching,we saw this malaysian mats waving to us'
I pretended like I didnt notice them and listen ta my cellphone songs.
We went ta buy some dvd's to watch,in case if the ladies would be bored there when papa went ta paint the house'

So We Bought Some Ghost & A variety Of Films.

' Tali Pocong Perawan ' , ' Sundel Bolong 2 ' , ' Wild Child ' , 'High School Musical 3 ; Cos I Miss That Someone : )

Hahas.

Iya Sis & Me Played Congkak First ,While Waiting For Mama .

Iya Loses Alot Of Times , haha .

P/s: Told Ya , I'm Pro At Congkak . Haha =P

Awhile Later , Went Ta The Places Inside The Stream.Trust Me, It's Scary There'

Back To My Family's Cottage, We Watched The ' Tali Pocong Perawan '.

Scarryyyyyyy, I Tell You .

I Watched With One Of My Eyes Covered With My Hand,

And Iya Sis Covered Her Left Eye With Cushions .

Hahas , We're Scared-dee-cats (:

But , I Watched It For The Sake Of ' Dewi Perssik ',Hehs.(Woah ,Hot Aye)

But After That Show , Wherever I Go At The Blackwaters, I'll Go With Her.

Cos Last, When I Was Younger, I Once Heard A Soft Singing Of A Girl Near The BedRoom Window Like Around 12.30 Midnight.

Hahs, We Even Showered Together InThe Same Cubicle(:

Tsk, Hahaha.

Hit The Mall With Papa & Mama,

Dinnered At Kenny Roger's ,

Back Ta The Cottage ,

Karaoked,Talked Ta Her All Nights, Then Get Ta Sleep.

Next Morning , Woke Up , Clean Ourselfs , Watched ' Sundel Bolong' .

This Time, I Admit, The Film's Lame.

Haha.

Eaten lunch , Bathed Together, Hit The Mall ,

Then Back To Sinagpore. yay!(:

P/s :I Miss BOYFRIEND Y

Yours Truly,

Syaeera'

❤ I'm Looking At You Cos My Heart Loves The View'

Hey,

I Know It's Been A Long Time Since I Last Update.Hahs,I'm Sorry'(:

There Are So Many Things That I Wanna Update,But I've Been Busyae.

Bali,Dinner With Geylang United Boys,The Trip Ta Da Blackwaters',Those Sleepovers.

I'll Update When I Got Da Mood Aite'

Pictures Cumin Right Up.(:

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P/s:Thanks For Making Me Smile Everytime,Bestie(:

(Dua Hati Menjadi Satu' Y)