Another dream wasted on you '.

Dear Fellas,
Eighteenth Marchie zerozeronine,(:
Went ta Sentosa with manis babe. Was supposed ta shot videos for our project work.
But turns out,we took shots of us,haha(:.
Took bus thirty,as I dont wanna get confused by the changing of da mass rapids.
Hahs,after da long journey in da bus day dreaming, and finally, we reached.(:
Headed ta Siloso first,then to Pahlawan Beach.
Was surprised and shocked when I saw people there. I mean, nevermind,forget about it.
Dang,Going to Sentosa was definitely a wrong choice made.Should have gone ta karaoke or somethang.
Or probably,East Coast. Dang,I shoud have listen to that tiny voice of my heart.
But dang,it's okay. I had fun with manissah babe.
And Couples there,'Suh-weet'(: .
And let me reminsce da seven-eleven scenes.
That mr.cashier, made me felt so shy ta even buy things there already.
Here's da story : I grabbed some buns and my all time favourite ; Green Tea.
And upon paying,he looked into my eye,and I cant stand people doing that to me.
and because I'm short,I cant reach ta da green tea,so he kid with me.
He smiled and hold my Green Tea and did not let me reach mine.
He asks for my name and all.
So I just smiled and look away.
I had ta tiptoed ta reach my drink.
Damn it,laa.
Thought he was Indonesian .
Manis kept laughing and smiling. Whispering that he likes me.
I was like,"manissah,I came here ta buy a drink,not to flirt".
She was like,"Okayokay,Sorry luh".
We ended up going there thrice.
Aww man,damn embarrasing luh.
Anal & Mir asked for plastics and he wouldnt let them.
So they asked me for a little help, and so I went ta da cashier for plastics.
Before handling it ta me, He ask for my name,my age and where I am from in perfecto Bahasa Melayu.
Oh god, so all this while,all those whispers of me & manis, he understands laa.
After that incident,I never want ta go back there again.
After spending all da time, we headed back home.
But halfway through the sandy soft pestels, Miss Sharifah ,our year two literature teacher, called us in.
We went there, tooked pictures with her, and spent some time there.
I saw Ex-bf there.
And I pretended like I didnt care. Seems like he was having fun, so I dont wish ta interupt his fun.
I wouldnt dare ta look him in the eye though.
Waited for Nal & Mir, whom took their own sweethoneybee times ta get back,
I snap some shots there and took some little steps in da water.(:
After all thangs are settled, we headed off ,took the beautiful small thang,and reached vivo.
Was supposed ta spend time there, but Manis had ta go, so we took thirty back ta Bedok again.
Funny me, Anal was making jokes just ta cheer me up,
but instead of laughing,I cried.
Cos perhaps it's just a normal day to all the human beings in da whole wide world,
but to me, it's a special day.
Ya Fellas wont understand why.
Told myself, if that night,nothang happens, then forget it,girl.
Ternyata, tiada apaapa berlaku ; lupakan sahajalah okay ;usah mencintai dirinya lagy.
While da journey in da bus ta bedok,they dedicate & sang me a song entittled 'Oh Syairah'.
A malay love story song,
but names changed.
Thanks alot,you guys.(:
That made me feel a whole lot better. Now I realised, I dont need an extraordinary love.
I've got my family, my friends ; they're my rain, my bow,my shine'(:
Sent manis babe home, and spent time under apartment 36, if I aint wrong.
Laughed,Joke,Smiled,Lived my life '.
Papa texted me, and then I went home with Anal.
Thanks Anal for sending me home (: .


'Upon looking at those nice scenery,those skyhigh above, a sunset without you again'
Another dream wasted on you ; what a dissapointment.
Labelled :Never were- ♥Lost, stay away .


Yours truly,
Syaeera '